My Brain

At the moment I often look to my friends (the bankers) on a night out and think "I haven't seen these guys for over a week, isn't it really nice that we are all together again" sortly followed by " what have I been doing? Oh crap nothing. What am I going to talk about for the rest of the night?" This fear is heightened by my sobriety and usually ends up with the same conversations being repeated with the same people. Don't take this the wrong way guys, none of you are in any way boring, I just think that we are all in a bit of a 'meet up once a week' rut.

It makes me reminisce for the days of yore. The happy carefree days when we would start drinking at 12.00 on a wednesday as it was sports training. I felt very old when me and Chris M were in the interval the other day for lunch and a young girl asked for a pint of snakebite and a sambuca. It was 12.00 !!! That is always too early for Sambuca surely! I think i need another 12.00 drinking session to remind me why we don't do them any more.

Ah well I guess being a bit older has it's benefits. No more loud noisy clubbing and a nice not studenty house (ish) and the ability to occasionally go out to a restarant. Now I just need one of those mono slippers and a nice TV screen magnifier and I will be sorted.

Just incase you were interested. Friday night drinking usually results in me boring the pants off everyone with wedding talk and getting over excited about painting. Don't think i haven't noticed you guys looking more and more vague every week. i wonder how much longer I can keep it up?