Erratic posting

I seem to have developed a very erratic method of blogging. I think this may be due to recent periods of illness and general business but mostly I think it is because I find change very difficult. I often try to alter the way I life my life on a day to day basis in order to 'better' myself and invariably fail after a few weeks and return to my old ways. This has led to a belief that i am a bit faddy and don't really tend to stick with things for very long which probably self perpetuates the problem to an extent.

Examples of things I have taken up for short periods of time include:
Ballet
Horse riding
Piano
Guitar
Singing in a band
Cross stitch
Patchwork
Making jewellary
Tapestry
Ceroc
This punch hole thing which I can't even remember the name for
Warhammer (it seemed like a good idea at the time)
Collecting Sylvanian families
Reading Sc-fi
Anime
Salsa
Gymnastics
Swimming
Running
Aerobics
Horse riding part deux
Blogging... etc etc.

I now have a house full of hobby accessories which are almost completely useless but i just can't quite brin myself to get rid of because I might use them again and throwing them out is an admision that i just don't have any sticking power.

This is really cathartic.

At the moment I have stopped drinking for lent. This is for many different reasons including thriftiness, weight loss and a determination that i might just not be quite as flakey as I think. Abstenence for lent is different from other lifestyle choices though as it has a distinct finish point which seems to help me to focus my energies. Maybe I need that disinct goal to get me started in my new exciting enthusiastic kate life. Or I might just carry on assuming that i will become the perfect wife post wedding and that everything will sort it's self out magically on the 1st of july.